I went to a Family Practitioner Doctor yesterday. He told me to try to eat ice cream. Last night I ate a small amount but then came a lot of gas. Now I can not even drink a tiny swallow of water or eat anything. He gave me a stronger sleeping pill. I took it last night, but it was horrible the feeling it gave me and the bad dreams. It only allowed me to sleep a few hours. I stayed in bed resting all night. I was able to pray a lot last night.
I feel that I have tried everything, doctors, medical exams, sleeping pills, to get better and none of it is working at all. I feel bad for all my friends who are trying to help me, but it is not working.
So keep on praying for me. I do not want to write things that will scare people, but my blog helps me communicate with everyone, because I do not have that much energy to text, call all the people trying to keep in touch with me.
My mother, in her last year of her life always said, I forgive everyone, so that Jesus can forgive me. I to ask forgiveness from anyone I have hurt, offended or anything I may have said or done. Forgive me. I also forgive everyone who may have hurt me. St. Michael pray for us.
The original author of this blog passed away in July of 2016. RIP Father Carota.